Between the end of classes and the beginning of exams there is a dangerous pause in the life of any student. There’s enough time to take a bit of a breather before diving headlong into the new semester, there is also enough time to get thoroughly distracted and forget that you’ve still got more than 50% of your GPA to earn in the next 10 days of tests.
It was during this dangerously relaxing stretch of December that I picked up Lance Armstrong’s first autobiography entitled It’s Not About the Bike: My Journey Back to Life which tells the story of Lance Armstrong’s rise to triathlon superstar in the jr leagues and then competing on the national and international stage as a cyclist.

The book tells the story of his nosedive in health from full time pro athlete to full on bed-ridden cancer patient. The thing about it though is that his mind takes a bit of a lag to get hit by the reality of cancer after his body does. Following surgery Lance writes as any athlete would write or say:
“But I was starving. I was used to my three square meals a day, thanks to my mother. I thought of heaping hot plates of food, with gravy. I hadn’t eaten anything in hours and my last meal had been some kind of cereal. Cereal wasn’t a meal. I mean, come on. That was a snack.” — page 118
Within a couple months the focus had changed, it “wasn’t about the bike”, it wasn’t even about being healthy, it was about surviving the cancer. When the focus of life is so significantly reduced there are only a couple things that really matter. It’s amazing how universal they are, that’s what really struck me. Lance Armstrong was, and so far as I know, continues to live a life independent of any faith in Christ Jesus. His needs though are identical to mine, when I boil off the superfluous aspects of my existence and his existence, we’re pretty much the same person.
The story is not a great one to read but because I knew how it would turn out I never really debated whether or not I should keep on cruising through. And of course I wasn’t disappointed. Again there was a mental lag between some physical recuperation and the development of the toughest psychological cyclist on the pro-tour. When it started to happen though the story was grand and awfully inspiring.
“From then on, all we did was eat, sleep, and ride bikes. Spring had just begun moving up into the mountains, creating a constant fog and drizzle that seemed to muffle the the piney woods. We rode in the rain every day. The cold seared my lungs, and with every breath I blew out a stream of white frost, but I didn’t mind. It made me feel clean. We rode winding back roads, only some of which were paved and mapped. We cycled over gravel and hardpan and beds of pine needles and under hanging boughs.
At night, Chris made big pots of pasta and baked potatoes and we sat around the table wolfing down the food and having unprintable conversations. We told stories and laughed about old times and the start of our friendship, and my first years as a pro.
I called home each night, and Kristen could tell that I was starting to sound life my old self; I was having fun, joking, I didn’t seem depressed. When I would tell her about the cold and rainy weather or how far we had ridden, I would laugh `I’m feeling really good,’ I said, almost puzzled.” — pages 195-196
The opportunity Lance Armstrong had to rebuild himself from nothing to be exactly what he wanted isn’t an opportunity that very many people have physically in life. It’s also probably not something you’d ever really wish on yourself either, but it was essentially the reason he was able to construct a 165 pound climbing and time-trialling powerhouse.
When you start being able to add back into life, things in addition to that common basic threshold that Lance experienced as a cancer patient, there is going to be a sense of joy. When bits and pieces of what is typical get removed and then added back there’s a greater appreciation for them.
“I passed the rest of the trip in a state of near-reverence for those beautiful, peaceful, soulful mountains. The rides were demanding and quiet, and I rode with a pure love of the bike, until Boone began to feel like the Holy Land to me, a place I had come to on a pilgrimage.” — Page 198